by Von Acenno

Demon is calling me again…it never quits. It really wants me to turn over to the other side. Why does it want me to leave the light and step into the darkness? What can I do? It taunts me ever so. I can’t stand it. Yet I try to fight it. I confront it in the midst of the woods, in the darkness of the night under the full moon and in my dreams. The battle always rages on in my dreams. He doesn’t quit and I can’t kill it. It won’t die. I have never been able to silence it. I never can. I don’t know what to do! It taunts me and is able to leave me astray at times. I can’t stop it. What do I do? I need to figure out how to defeat it. I can’t find my answers in any book and my prayers don’t stop it. It still resides in me cause it is I. The demon is I. I am trapped by it. Devoured by it. What do I do? It stands over me this creature from hell. It try’s to claim me! I see it ever day. It’s trapped in a cell in my deep soul. It try’s to break free but it can’t. It is unable to break free but it can still taunt me with its words. In order for it to be set free I must give in to the temptation and stray from the narrow path… but I wont. I will never quit no matter how long it bothers me. O but what can I do. To end it. To be free from it. What will become of me if I ever unleash it? What horrors will I commit? I don’t want to know but it still calls to me. What can I do? If I quit then all that I worked for is gone. The bit of righteousness that I have strived for would have been in vain. My loved ones will be gone forever. I would have then claimed the lives of hundreds. For the demon in me, becomes me. To do evil in the site of the lord, am I a soldier of the lord or a slave to this fowl creature! What am I! Am I a human, angel or a demon…I am all three. Trapped in this world. I want to be a human, to be normal but the demon in me will not let me be what I desire. What do I do? Who can I go to? Were can I find my answers. So tired of this game. This game this demon is playing with me. I want to kill it so badly but I cant…I am going in circles now…forever have I been in circles. And forever will I be…or maybe…there is a way to win…to conquer this demon in me. To conquer myself